Explain You

My therapist, called you a learning experience
180 an hour that's all that he mentions
Missing you is getting pretty expensive
It's been ten months now
That really ain't too much, I figured out
There was just something 'bout being wanted
By someone who never knew what they wanted

I've seen some other people
Who are nothing like you
That's probably why it works
And why it never could
I'm holding onto nothing
Don't know how to let it go
So even if it's out of my control

I try to explain you to myself
But you never seem to sound right
No matter how I try to explain you to myself

I hold you close
Tell me the memories that you miss the most
I loved you fully, but I'm growing up now
I loved you fully, but "fully" means more now

I've seen some other people
Who are nothing like you
That's probably why it works
And why it never could
I'm holding onto nothing
Don't know how to let it go
So even if it's out of my control

I try to explain you to myself
But you never seem to sound right
No matter how I try to explain you to myself
But you never seem to sound right
No matter how I try to explain you to myself

I try to explain you to myself