White Mirrors

As I, struggle just to get by,
I live life only to survive
I'm on that 24 hrs, not that 9-5
Cough up the dough and I will provide
yeah, I got that shovel, if want that snow
I got that green thumb if you want that smoke...
Firewater? yeah, I got that too.
The Doctors candy? (Yo... this is what I do)
Trying to provide for my family is tiring,
criminal record, nobody wants to hire me,
the judge is eyeing me,
police steady trying to see,
if I'm the lie they make me out to be,
problems clouding me 'cause even now I'm doubting me,
that's why I'm on the street...
while my family's sound asleep,
cause my kids they gotta eat,
they need shoes on their feet.
I wanna wake up from this nightmare,
but these white mirrors got me dreaming it right here
love from a stranger
tell me are you an angel?
gotta get rid of this anger
in my heart
I need a prayer
ready to meet my maker
all I'm seeing is danger
in the dark
mirror mirror on the wall
I don't see myself at all
I need this pick me up before I fall
so, what you holding? I like my white golden,
you also gotta know that I like my pills potent,
I got a pipe for the white rocks to smoke in,
I want something to taste so I can toast it,
I wanna be the life of the party and make you know it,
I'm an animal and my appetite's ferocious
I got an itch, that I'm dying to fix
This line that I sniff, is this the life that I live?
I ain't a snitch by blood, but I'll get by on a whiff,
I pop pills just to get high and fly for a bit
I feel invincible, so high, reality's invisible
I couldn't care less, cause everybody else is miserable
I need to get a little more, say it ain't so
money ain't a thing when your family ain't home
now the dopeman's hitting me up, I'm so done
but my heart is so cold and I'm feeling so numb
love from a stranger
tell me are you an angel?
gotta get rid of this anger
in my heart
I need a prayer
ready to meet my maker
all I'm seeing is danger
in the dark
See I'm the dopeman
the weed and the coke man,
I got what you need
the drinks, trees, and snowman
I got that sunshine, I got that fix
I got that you get poor and I get rich,
I got that formula to help get rid of your kids
but don't worry I'll find them a suitable place to live
away from you, in other schools...
I'll give them another life
I'll throw in another family too
I got that, suicide in a bottle,
that, Do or die, I won't live to see tomorrow
That, Y'all gon' miss me when I'm gone,
that, maybe I should've been more nicer to that person all along!!
I got that call, that you never wanna get
That sad news about your family member
or your relative, what's it gonna be?
I got mad choices, now pick your poison
love from a stranger
tell me are you an angel?
gotta get rid of this anger
in my heart
I need a prayer
ready to meet my maker
all I'm seeing is danger
in the dark
mirror mirror on the wall
I don't see myself at all
I need this pick me up before I fall
mirror mirror on the wall
I don't see myself at all
I need this pick me up before I fall