I'm Not Okay...

Three, two, one, go

I met you when I gave up
You made me feel I was enough
And it was easy to love you
But now I don't want to
Hold back these thoughts anymore
Remember when I picked you up
I told myself you were the one
Why did this happen?
Now my thoughts are crashing
But falling and hitting the floor

I loved you
More than I thought I could do
I didn't think I needed to
Cover up my eyes and imagine someone new
Now you left
And put me in this awful place
I'm holding onto what we had
Now I feel this pain
And I'm not okay

There's a new rain that's coming down
I just can't get up off the ground
And I've been crying a lot
And praying to God that you and I would work this out
I used to love to feel my heart
But now the space is really hard
I thought things were different
Now I see a vision of me driving off in my car

I loved you
But now my heart is black and blue
I don't think that I'll make it through
I'm on the floor of my bathroom
And I cannot move
Mmm, I'm not okay, oh

I'm still waiting
And I'm not okay (but I want you here)