Straightfaced

I feel better tired
That's why I'm up all night
I think of what I'd say to you if you opened your eyes
I can't keep the light out
No, I can't sleep at all
Those Sunday morning sermons, they come eating out my soul

Could it be it
Right in front
I can feel it
Oh I'm sorry, but

I can't keep a straight face on and tell you I still love you girl
Well I'm so sick of lying but it's all we've got, the rest is fake
I'm talking quiet but it's awful loud
And I felt things for you, but honey, I don't feel them anymore

Well I feel better crying
But I can't bear the sight
Oh you're begging me to stay but I can't be with you tonight
But the sun comes up and I'm stuck
And the brightness overwhelms me
Out in that light I am so dark
I pour out love but you can't see

Could it be it
Right in front
I can feel it
Oh I'm sorry, but

I can't keep a straight face on and tell you I still love you
Well I'm so sick of lying but it's all we've got, the rest is fake
I'm talking quiet but it's awful loud
And I felt things for you, but honey, I don't feel them anymore

Behind
I'll follow you into the end of time
And I
I thought I knew but I'm not sure this time

But I can't keep a straight face on and say I didn't love you
With all my heart I've shut you out 'cause it's all I know how to do
There's so much screaming, but it's cold, it's dull
And I felt things for you but I have never felt this numb