happy. (feat. 釈迦坊主)

Wake up every morning wish the day would end
Long nights got me overthinking everything
I'm getting used the pain I start to feel numb, um
Tell me what I gotta do to feel alright, yeah

Mama told me that it's alright
But it's not so I drank oh no
I don't understand what you're saying till I'm sober
Will you say it again when it's over
I've been trying to search for angels fighting demons
I think I've found happiness in self destruction

Living hell depressed oh fuck I'm overthinking
Too scared to show no I don't wanna spill my weakness
Anxiety got me relying on these happy pills
I hate to admit but I don't think I can quit my addiction

I'm so happy (so happy)
Oh, what a wonderful life
I'm so happy (so happy)
What a wonderful life

These nights I'm lost in my head
I don't know when to get out
She might be fucking someone else
While I'm alone in my bed

Hallelujah Jesus save us hands together
I'm on my knees again, praying
Hoping that you'll be there when I come down
Can't fucking take this will you chase me
When I run out

Living hell depressed oh fuck I'm overthinking
Too scared to show no I don't wanna spill my weakness
Anxiety got me relying on these happy pills
I hate to admit but I don't think I can quit my addiction

I'm so happy (so happy)
Oh, what a wonderful life
I'm so happy (so happy)
What a wonderful life

Yeah
悲しくなんかないんだ
いつだって俺はhighだ
パパは俺よりdrugを愛してる
ママ泣いてる
パパはいつも泣いてるママを殴ってる
泣いてる
地元なんかいらないから
何処かへ逃げようよ
何処かへ逃げようよ
東京 二人暮らそうよ
幸せに暮らそうよ
気付いたら俺は業の最中にいた
お父さんが好きだったアレがもっと欲しい
ごめんママ もう

Living hell depressed oh fuck I'm overthinking
Too scared to show no I don't wanna spill my weakness
Anxiety got me relying on these happy pills
I hate to admit but I don't think I can quit my addiction
Depressed oh fuck I'm overthinking
Too scared to show no I don't wanna spill my weakness
Anxiety got me relying on these happy pills
I hate to admit but I don't think I can quit my addiction

(I'm so happy)
My addiction
Oh, what a wonderful life
Oh, what a wonderful life