Self Doubt

I've been just tryna go kill it
But all of my fears set me down and I feel it
Don't tell me once, I doubt myself twice
I hate all my flaws, I feel like a gimmick
Look at myself, my image a clown
For me to step out, nah I'm out of bounds
I'm out of my league, I'm bouta just bounce
But I'm taking no shit, shit I'm hunting for crowns
Blame my persistence for being determined
For riding my wave, while y'all flow with the currents
I'm tryna be better, I'm tryna be best
But just like Jumanji, I know it's a quest
I wanna be Drake, I wanna feel blessed
I want all the money, I'm very obsessed
I want all the confidence, keys to success
But knowing my mind, I'm gonna regress
I dream of the stars, I dream of the fame
I dream of collabs, I dream of the game
I dream of myself, if I bring the shame
Then it's all to myself, I'm all for the blame
Scared of the future, I had the epiphanies
All the what ifs, and it's really just hitting me
Overthinking really saving my enemy
All for the blame, I'm not working progressively

Got that self doubt, Baby
Don't tell me twice
I won't make it real far
I won't see all the lights
Got that self doubt, Baby
I know the price
Is it really worth living
Is this really my life
Got that self doubt, Baby
Don't tell me twice
I won't make it real far
I won't see all the lights
Got that self doubt, Baby
I know the price
Is it really worth living
Is this really my life

Been dreaming' this shi as a kid
But telling my dreams is just something I hid
I knew the potential I had and I bid
And now I keep writing to get on the grid
But pressure heats on and goes onto my mental
Will I make money, will I be successful
Do I have skills, am I really that special
Continuous thoughts as I pick up the pencil
I can go on and on about my flaws
Hold up Baby let me pause
I'm really scared of what's out there, and nowhere to tell
Really I'm the star of Jaws
I'm more afraid of the people and what they embed
All they thoughts up in my head
So I just put myself down, don't believe in my craft
I'll never know of what's ahead (Damn)

Got that self doubt, Baby
Don't tell me twice
I won't make it real far
I won't see all the lights
Got that self doubt, Baby
I know the price
Is it really worth living
Is this really my life
Got that self doubt, Baby
Don't tell me twice
I won't make it real far
I won't see all the lights
Got that self doubt, Baby
I know the price
Is it really worth living
Is this really my life



Credits
Writer(s): Jaiden Martinez
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