A Song Called Clive Barker

All of the things I've never been
All of the things I never said
All of the things I never did
All of the people I let down

All of the things I've never been
All of the things I never said
All of the time I let go by

All the dreams that have haunted me
All the lust and the sodomy
I need Christ I need therapy
A simple thought and I'm on my knees

A broken neck
Solitaire and sex
Is this true love?
Feels like a glove

The tail between my legs
Is this really how it ends?
I wet the bed again
The affirmation of man

Weird pain
Go away
I'm debased
Out of phase
Out of sight
Out of mind
No one's there
And I'm fine
What a lie

There's the gun
And there's the plague
And there's the house
And there's the plane

And there's the gun
And there's the plague
And there's the house
And no one's saved
And -

Weird pain
Go away
I'm debased
Out of phase
He says

There's the gun
And there's the plague
And there's the house
And no one's saved

And well fuck
Out of sight
Out of mind
My addictions

Personified
Reality
Circumcised
In my sleep
I die

Someone's there screaming
Someone's there screaming
Someone's there screaming
Someone's there screaming

There's the gun
And -

Paralyzed face down
Paralyzed face down
Paralyzed face down
Paralyzed face down

I know somebody's watching me

All of the time that will be wasted
Avoiding my fate until it kills me
Losing my self and all my patience
How much longer can I wait

All of the time that will be wasted
Avoiding my fate until it kills me
Losing myself and all my patience
How much longer can I take this