No Hesitation

I've been backstabbed so many goddamn times
That I'm starting to walk backwards
Forgiveness is the hardest part
Then moving on comes after
Life seems trivial
Is heartbreak immaterial?
I'm tired of being left alone

I bet you thought you'd burn me out
You only lit the fuse
Decided that I'm finally done
Through being used by you

I wanna go where there's no hesitation
Where everyone just does what feels right
If you're the song, then I'm changing the station
We're burning bright like the stars in the sky

I've been laughed at so many goddamn times
That smiling trips my anger
And I've seen how the story ends
Let's write another chapter
And why such vitriol?
Life is never fair you know
Are you tired of being left alone?

I know you thought you'd reach for clout
But you only made a fool
Misguided but I'm growing up
To be nothing like you

I wanna go where there's no hesitation
Where everyone just does what feels right
If you're the song, then I'm changing the station
We're burning bright like the stars in the sky

I'll make it through with heavy sedation
Mistaking me for someone who won't fight
I'm working through all the days you vacation
Setting off this spark to ignite

I've been backstabbed
I've been laughed at
I've been let down
I've been held back

And I've failed hard
Under pressure
With a gun held
Up to my head

You won't change me
But you'll see
I'm not a lost cause after all

I wanna go where there's no hesitation
Where everyone just does what feels right
If you're the song, then I'm changing the station
We're burning bright like the stars in the sky

I'll make it through with heavy sedation
Mistaking me for someone who won't fight
I'm working through all the days you vacation
Setting off this spark to ignite