Transparent

Damn...
I can't believe it's all said and done
We were supposed to go the distance
We were one
Until someone came in and said otherwise
Started so much shit
Started spreading lies
Kill my integrity with viscous words
Assassinated my character
No matter how absurd
The stories that were told to you about me
I don't blame you for leaving me
The drama grew and grew In plain view
So much things going on
I don't know what to do
When things from my past showed its ugly head
It so was fucked up what my ex had said
And for her to admit what she pulled off
That threw our plan away like it was
Trash day for the garbage man was there to collect
That's the last thing I'd expect

I refuse to give up
So many things so many doors
Have opened up
I'm waiting on God to show up
But in the meantime
In my heart we're frozen in time
Now I refuse to give up
So many things so many doors
Have opened up
I'm waiting on God to show up
But in the meantime
In my heart we're frozen in time

Depression...
I begin to fight day by day
With no one to turn to
My baby's gone away
With so many tears droppin from my eyes
I try to call You God but I just cry
I feel as if this is the end
Please forgive my sins
Cause everywhere I go baby I still see you
I don't know what the hell Im supposed to do
Cause in the wind I still hear you voice
I close my eyes I still see your face
I fall asleep I still feel your embrace
God please deliver me from this space
But something inside me keeps holding on
Something inside keeps this flame burning on for you
In my heart there's no replacing you
I still fall deeper in love with you

I refuse to give up
So many things so many doors
Have opened up
I'm waiting on God to show up
But in the meantime
In my heart we're frozen in time
Now I refuse to give up
So many things so many doors
Have opened up
I'm waiting on God to show up
But in the meantime
In my heart we're frozen in time

An epiphany hits me
The love is still there and it hits me
I still follow our plan and it gets me stronger
I can now see now I still gotta follow through
I know God its all because of You
My heart is beating faster cause baby I still feel you
I know I don't know what life your living
But God is restoring
What was takin from us a little while ago
But this time it will be stronger than before
Because God is the foundation
And I'm claiming that with every breaths creation
Transparent I will always be
And be that man of God for you I was meant to be
So y'all can take that to the bank
I aint playin
It's Team Us yeah...

I refuse to give up
So many things so many doors
Have opened up
I'm waiting on God to show up
But in the meantime
In my heart we're frozen in time
Now I refuse to give up
So many things so many doors
Have opened up
I'm waiting on God to show up
But in the meantime
In my heart we're frozen in time
I refuse to give up
So many things so many doors
Have opened up
I'm waiting on God to show up
But in the meantime
In my heart we're frozen in time
Now I refuse to give up
So many things so many doors
Have opened up
I'm waiting on God to show up
But in the meantime
In my heart we're frozen in time



Credits
Writer(s): Cecil Scott Ford
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