Episode 1

Can you help me?
I hate to ask
Woke up with a stone in one hand
On my bed of glass
It's not the first time
Won't be the last
Only got a future
'Cause I hope it's not the past

Head between my knees
Forty-five degrees
Suffocating and they say that
All you have to do is breathe
Putting on a show
Nobody needs to know
I'm tearing at the seams
And don't I make it look easy?

Oh no, not again
I'm so tired of losing it
This is a race I cannot win
Don't tell me where my mind has been
Oh no, not again
I'm so close to giving in
So throw me in the water
Let's see if I can swim

Starting over
Every day
Never make it far
Because I'm always in my way
Is it worth it?
Can you say?
I'd write a thousand verses
If that's how I can escape

Air in my head
None in my lungs
I must think I'm doing something
That nobody's ever done
A little out of tune
I'm a little out of touch
Always say I'm leaving
Don't go out too much

Once in a nightmare I murdered somebody
The next night I dreamt that I died
Waking or sleeping, I never stop running
Don't know if I want to know why

Oh no, not again
I'm so tired of losing it
This is a race I cannot win
Don't tell me where my mind has been
Oh no, not again
I'm so close to giving in
So throw me in the water
Let's see if I can

Oh no, not again
I'm so tired of losing it
This is a race I cannot win
Don't tell me where my mind has been
Oh no, not again
I'm so close to giving in
So throw me in the water
Let's see if I can swim



Credits
Writer(s): Audrey Dianne Scantlin
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