Pawn

The camera's still flashing, camera still flashing
Im flicking these ashes, running from madness
The camera's stop rolling, nigga's still acting
But I cant lose focus or get distracted

Cause I got turned into a monster by one of the baddest
She was sexy and at the same time shawty's a savage
I paid attention to all of the details you thought I wouldn't catch it
Because I knew right away (Right away)
I just don't wanna live with any regrets
So I just had to get things off of my chest
The way they tried to play me
You'd swear that it was chess
And they treated me like a pawn
But still I cant forget it, I swear I wont forgive em
I hope they know its war
I was way off in the shadows, I barely saw the sun
They wanted me in the dark
And i'm barely finding balance, I still don't have closure, its touchy and still sore
But I get it, I see what's popping
I know you had plenty options I know you had to explore em
So depending on where you laying Im sliding to where you staying
Im pulling up to your door

Use me, use me
Play me like a pawn
Memories don't fade
Cant be undone
Use me, use me
Treat me like a pawn
Use me how you need to
Girl I'm numb

Now I gotta keep em out the way cause I got nigga's still praying on my downfall
I put a foreign on the interstate these nigga's prayed to god that I was crash dawg
Funny how the city full of hate and all I ever tried to do was help em blast off
And its funny how shawty is a stripper but she still ain't ever learned to take the mask off

Not like them
Not like them
But I'm not like him
Dont try me...