Lost to Lust

My organs have become a sponge for all that's poisonous
Wringing them all out of blood; they're just empty vessels
Waiting to be retired
And I can't wait

Drinking to dream because
My mind's eye is too dry
Live and die for a lie
And I've lost the trust
That we need to move us
From the night to the sun
Because mine will always lose to lust

I'm a cyborg that's constantly seeking malware for my head
To the point where you can't save or update
Gonna have to reset
Hope the next model won't make the same mistakes
Trying to escape the hurt by abusing itself worse

Drinking to dream because
My mind's eye is too dry
Live and die for a lie
And I've lost the trust
That we need to move us
From the night to the sun
Because mine will always lose to lust

Spoke too young too naive
Now I can't seek my peace
Jar of ashes encompasses
Infinite regret, can't forget
The shame I've caused eats away until there's nothing left to fill
The emptiness of being scared and stuck
In the deep burning south