Sesh N Vent

Growing up I never learned to adapt to it
Ignored truths for some temporary happiness
And now I'm in the booth and rapping
They say that I'm snapping, spazzing
Who could've ever imagined it
Using nouns verbs and adjectives
To tell my story and let it all be known
That's some lights camera action shit
My life a action flick
You never know
If you're gonna go
And if it's gonna happen quick
That some tragicness

But I still try to keep my head high
Looking like a photo with the flash on yeah I've got them red eyes
I'm popping too many pills not long till zed dies
I shouldn't say that shit
Coz I don't wanna see my friends cry
Sick of all these girls saying that yeah I was their ex guy
They ain't show no love when I was them
They moved straight on to the next guy
Don't wanna see your texts I
Don't wanna read your best lies
Just go and live your best life
You were just like rest like

And now they'll probably call me shady
Coz I'm rapping bout these ladies
But these the ones that crazy
These the ones that played me
That's the reason that they hate me
Coz they stuck with their own guilt daily
And they can't blame me
But what the fuck I'm to do
When I'm still stuck up on you
But don't misconstrue
What I'm saying it true
I been feeling so blue
And I don't even have a clue
So what the fuck I'm to do
When I'm still stuck up on you

But back to the money get it quickly
These rappers better never try to diss me
Coz If they do then they might end up missing
I ain't the type to dismiss it
I admit it
Yeah It's hard to forgive shit
Too dark to forget
My past riddle with scars
As big as scars can get
I start to ask has it passed not yet
I still ain't passed it yet
Me and my demons haven't parted yet
But I ain't gonna start saying that I'm a depressed cunt
Coz these days too many just say that shit to impress cunts
Get your money up and flex cunt
Show that your the best cunt
I just want some money like the rest does

Lost with no direction
Still I count my blessings
That been sent down from the heavens
I know life is precious
That's why I be stressing
Tryna learn my lessons
I deserve some credits
Coz I done earned them merits

You find out what you is really made of
When you ain't got no support
And when you haven't got a day job
But still you stay boss
You say fuck the cost
You put your put point across
Make that money and you make a lot
No one thought I could do it yeah I told all em to watch
And now the same cunts hit me to find out all the spots
I'm getting tired of sticks I thought of selling rock
But I don't wanna be the reason someone else's soul is lost

Intros to outros
No change without growth
Life gives signs and those signs never doubt those
But they want clout they go where clout goes
I just been looking at em like they a bunch of clowns tho

Coz they are
So I'm raising the bar
Yeah I'm raising a toast
I been doing the most
I Go ghost then I upload
All the tracks from my soul
And I'mma do it till I'm dead this rap shit never gets old