Father's Name

Yeah
Walking down the street the other day, and I noticed that the sky had my father's name
Thought about the games that we used to play
And how now we never say what we wanna say
Walking down the street the other day, and I noticed that the sky was always grey
I don't know if that's a pessimist's point of view
But you just let me do me and you do you

I'm not the kind of person you would think
Who would try to find the good in everything
There are people that find light inside a dark room
But I only see the dark around the light, fool
I'm not the kind of person you would think
Who would try to find the good in everything
There are people that find light inside a dark room
But I only see the dark around the light, fool

They promise to stay true to me
But then they always leave
And I tell them don't make promises
That you can't keep
I don't wanna sleep
Cuz when I close my eyes
The only thing I see
Are his horrid lies
He said he cared for me
Before he took the life
Of my father
Now I'm simply paralyzed

I'm not the kind of person you would think
Who would try to find the good in everything
There are people that find light inside a dark room
But I only see the dark around the light, fool
I'm not the kind of person you would think
Who would try to find the good in everything
There are people that find light inside a dark room
But I only see the dark around the light, fool

From neighbor to a killer
Ask for favors, then he'd kill him
To this day I wanna kill him
And use the pain I'm in against him
Went from family to a killer
Used my father's name against him
To this day I wanna kill him
To this day I wanna kill him
And I'll
Never tell him anything
I'm tired of falling for their tricks
Never wanna be a part of this
And fall apart like this
Take another hit and miss or say or another diss
Waste the bars it would take, scars it would take, long that it takes
How can you get revenge when you're trapped behind bars, you inmate,
Now it's too late, decide his fate, wait, your motivation is skewed
Are you doing this in sake of your father or just for you
They say it, they don't know it
They feel it, but don't show it
They go far, but then blow it
And go back down to no shit
They say it, they don't know it
They feel it, but don't show it
They go far, but then blow it
And go back down to no shit, yeah

I'm not the kind of person you would think
Who would try to find the good in everything
There are people that see light inside a dark room
But I only see the dark around the light, fool
I'm not the kind of person you would think
Who would try to find the good in everything
There are people that see light inside a dark room
But I only see the dark around the light, fool

Dark room, light fool
Dark room, light fool
Light fool, dark room
Dark room, light fool