Miso & Memories (feat. Akira Flay)

Tell me you ever loved someone so much
That your drug of choice becomes their touch
Tell me, do you always put yourself to blame
Trying to maintain, trying to relight the flame?

I fell right apart right in front of her door
She texted me, what you are here for?
Baby, I ain't no matter though
When the stakes get high, I drop to the floor
Been drinking away my nights to pass the time
Fallin' in and out of love to stay alive
I always chase a high, I know I'll never find
Why is she still on my mind?

Why is she still on my mind?
Why is she still on my mind?
Why is she still on my mind?
Last fa-

(Don't you know)
Don't you know this is all a show
And with highs come lows, so all alone on
Last fall, I fell again for a summer girl
Saw that 'til the end

Words left unsaid circle round my head
As the curtains closed, so did her act end
Filled with dread over what comes next
As memories fade to gray

Don't you know, this is all a show
And with highs come lows, so hold on
Don't you know, this is all a show
And with highs come lows, so hold on

I'm holdin' on to yesterday
Stuck in a haze, morally depraved
Memories of her feed me feelings I crave
She won't even look my fuckin' way
Been drinking away my nights to pass the time
Falling in and out of love to stay alive
I always chase a high, I know I'll never find
Why is she still on my mind?

Why is she still on my mind?
Why is she still on my mind? (I love to feel alive)
Why is she still on my mind?

Don't you know, this is all a show
And with highs come lows, so hold on
(Don't you know)
Don't you know, this is all a show
And with highs come lows, so hold on
Last fall, I fell again for a summer girl
Saw that 'til the end

Now all I got are these memories
Heart on my sleeve, I'm bleeding deep
Over miss her soon go with celery
She told me that she loved me
Now all I got are these melodies
Heart in my dark, perfect remedy
Up on Adderall, chasing dopamine
I'm letting go, let go with of me