Love Language

Hey
I know I said loving you's a mistake
I hope that I didn't tarnish your name
I just had to get some things out the way
Exactly the same things to me you can say
I was just speaking from a place of pain
On a beat I throw my emotions all away
See I'm addicted this is my cocaine
I'm hoping that I don't bring you any shame
I am now speaking from grown up perspective
I hope you know you'll always be respected
Being with you taught me a lot of lessons
Leaving you was really quite upsetting
But I'm really hoping with the next
You keep getting this warm feeling in your chest
That you get you that top love the best
But in our case

We wasn't speaking the same love language
That doesn't mean that you ain't love standards
I know it hurts
Having to throw it all in the dirt
It didn't work
But I value it for what it's worth

Hey
I know I said that you do nothing right
That was just me at a bitter time
Dealing with knowing that you aren't mine
I guess I'm flawed really by design
I only said it to make sure I shed it
All of these feelings were getting too heavy
I had some sleepless nights I admit it
But I really do not regret it
I think I should give you credit
I'm getting better for next
Swear that I'ma be the best
Heart on my sleeve no bullet vest
Not even afraid nope
Instead I be here with hope
I really hope that you cope
But in our case

We wasn't speaking the same love language
That doesn't mean that you ain't love standards
I know it hurts
Having to throw it all down in the dirt
It didn't work
But I value it for what it was worth