My Pain

Baby can I vent my pain

Baby can I vent my pain
Youn even understand
How far I done came
You dont understand the risk
That I took
That I made
Hoping that you ain't same
When I really needed love
Had to watch as they all change
Heart ain't never been the same

Since Ruby died
Swear this shit done got more iller yea

Lot of pain I was holding
She can heal it
I ain't even have to speak
She can feel it Yea
Just a kiss on a cheek
She might say a prayer

When I was talking up to God
Hoping she right there
Made them moves through the streets
Block her vision yea
1 too many blessings
That can be my last
1 too many bullets
Could've been my last
Gotta wake up call
And I ain't answer Phone
Sleeping in abandon house
My covers was my clothes
I was walking on a path
I took another road

Came up better at least thought that
Money can't buy you love
It just can't buy you some more lies
Money can't buy you trust
It just can buy some extra eyes
I don't want your love
If I can't claim it like it's mine
I can't have your trust
If you be thinking that I'm lying yea
I done changed up
Swear to God that I'm trying yea
Fw her you think I wanna see you crying yea
You can lurk
But tell me what you finding yea

If I ever hurt you
Swear to God I mean too
Know that I ain't perfect
But I know that I am worthed
Know I gotta purpose
Is you down with me to learn it
Know I got some problems
Try to hide em from you
It just be some Much building up
And one day lave gone spew
Feel like I'm dying tryna prove my love
Feel like I'm dying
But I gotta make it through
Feel like you lying
But I gotta say it's true
See that you trying
Can see you I'm trying too
They gone talk
Fuck what they say
It's me and you

I be trying so hard
Don't be feeling like it's working

But I never wanna stop
I wanna see us take it further yea

Let me learn
From the past you
Ain't nothing like last dude

Good or Bad
Go ahead give me the bad news
Take more pain
Yea that's something that I used too

Took off days
Got me thinking I might lose you

Came a long way
Do you think that I mis use

Put it on the line
Don't say your
Your mine now

Ain't Playing with your heart
Ima treat it like it's mine yea

Can you hold me up
When nigga feeling down yea

Yea it may hurt
But I can't blame it on you
I just need for you to listen
When I can't vent in booth

I can't tell that hoe my business
Cause she repeat it too

You vent I vent
Make you better

You so perfect
Treat you special

Loving you more
Than I love myself

Showed me real love
When I didn't have nobody else

I cant have no other bitch
I'll just stay to myself

Cause stay down to myself
It's to easy

I was down before
They didn't need me