Purple Thought

Fall off, fall apart
What's the difference, though?
Try to stay away from the dark
Get them coherent thoughts
Losing sensitivity with days passing faster than me
Still learning all my ABCs and you want me to talk 'bout we?
Falling on to my knees, looks like the killing season
Thought that I had the key, first I should win a million
Then I could buy me a house, feel on the top of the world
But when we are on our own that's when we go berserk
Fill up my lungs with air no longer for breathing
See you walking down the stairs, I knew that you were leaving
I would have left it first myself if I knew you were the air
The lungs would be the despair this how I disappear
Now I'm talking to my friends, stories sound the same
I might like just one of them and feel like future comprehends
Alternate on my reality, like Bullock did in Gravity
Take off a piece of heart like motherfuckers with fatalities
Slowly losing my insanity
Feel like all's a plan for me
The water moves a little but not looking after me
I guess I've learned how to drown
Then I guess how to survive
Feel on the top of the world (World, world, world)
Feel on the top of the world (Feel on the top of the world)
Feel on the top of the world (World, world)
Feel on the top of the world that's when I go berserk

Give it all away
Give it all away to you
Give it all away
Give it all away to you

Never forgot about that
This is not how it was supposed to be
Six days and no calls and no signs of your face
Already hung off the phone and I've lost all my grace
If we were about to draw the thin red line
Put a gun on my head and say it's nobody's fault but mine
It's been a while since you left my bed
Giving me a cold shoulder used to be so pleasing then
But now you're here just talking shit denying all the truth
We both know this was a mess just the bruises of our youth
Killing thoughts, losing sleep, your letters already started to burn
Wanting love and care for me but gave me nothing in return
But does it matter now? Nah
It was bringing me down, but I've learned how to bounce back
Erase you off my mind, never return to that park
Swallow all my fucking pride when my friends ask me how I am
If I was the liar then who would you be?
Who's supposed to be the enemy about to turn heel?
This shit ain't a Kubrick movie, no reel gag for fun
Clearly your desire was bigger my house was not your home
Now I'm lost in my pain with no meds, no relief
Trying to get a better position a better grief
Feels like the top of the world (Feels like the top of the world)
When you find your only one (When you find your only one)
Feels like the top of the world (Ayo)
Try to fly without wings but no safe landing zone, no
Fuck it (Fuck that shit, man)

Give it all away
Give it all away to you
Give it all away
Give it all away to you