Steric

I try everything 'cause I'm scared of regrets
Regrets of the past, things that never come to pass
See I put my all into what you see
It's hard to live with not being seen

You click when you're bored just to hear my noise
Out left field here's pity play like toys
You boys you kids you gals with time
You toy with lives tryna set alight

Not entertainment, not high quality
Sanity retains sanctity
But my sanctuary's invaded
And my deepest pain paraded

By you no good do-gooders with your shit shows
I fix your starvation for content
With my discontent, with my wrist all bent
Just to hear contempt

Here's the lo-fi shit with the vinyl scratches
And the retro fake shit with the synth patches
But you can't tell me that the fucking latches to the doors are in my hands

When they're locked
Into you

I'm a hindrance of the biggest kind
I'm a hindrance of the biggest kind
I'm a hindrance of the biggest kind

I'm a hindrance of the biggest kind
I'm a hindrance of the biggest kind
I'm a hindrance of the biggest kind

You wanna hear the beat and the flow never mind the words that inspire them
Fine I'm gonna tell you what I know never mind the truth being long and tiresome

Some people weren't made for mass consumption
You economize you get repulsion
Try for a lifetime for a fucking lifeline
And it's way too late reach a fucking flatline

I was born with defects
I get defensive, I get divisive
Left to devices, I'd never make it
Left to revise it, I'd only fake it

If I stay reminding that I'm on this earth
To live life spread peace show love see worth
In being my best and leaving the rest to God and coincidences?

(I'm still a) hindrance of the biggest kind
I'm a hindrance of the biggest kind
I'm a hindrance of the biggest kind

I'm a hindrance of the biggest kind
I'm a hindrance of the biggest kind
I'm a hindrance of the biggest kind

I'm a hindrance of the biggest kind
Societal Jenga is not my style
Build tolerance while I'm creeping behind
Before I jump you I'm just playing for time

I was an anxious wreck, an animal
With the instinct of a carnivore
But the way I see it, I'm living different
Lenses slit like a cat, lights hitting tilted

It was fun indulging in self-pity
Protagonist of my own story
What they don't tell you 'bout villainy
Is that I'll never know until it's killing me

I'm a hindrance of the biggest kind
I'm a hindrance of the biggest kind
I'm a hindrance of the biggest kind

I'm a hindrance of the biggest kind
I'm a hindrance of the biggest kind (I'm a hindrance of the biggest kind)
I'm a hindrance of the biggest kind

I'm a hindrance of the biggest kind (I'm a hindrance of the biggest kind)
I'm a hindrance of the biggest kind (I'm a hindrance of the biggest kind)
I'm a hindrance of the biggest kind (I'm a hindrance of the biggest kind)

(I'm a hindrance of the biggest kind)
(I'm a hindrance of the biggest kind)



Credits
Writer(s): Sarah Sakeer
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