Ep.8 Purple Pt. 2

I love watching you do it, like the Hue
I need you to cover my bedsheets
My walls, my carpet, my furniture
Because your favorite color can't just Be purple

Like i didn't know which line should End this poem
So i picked all of them
Like i'm not nearly high enough to Write the rest of this poem
But if i were, i'd finally tell you i can't Decide whether or not
I like you or if i'm just lonely
No, not lonely, no, wishing

I've been wishing, i've been wishing
That i could come home to you
Share with you, listen to you
See, when the stars made me
They didn't know what the fuck they Were doing
They collided with an unknown Force, that some named Allah
Some named Messiah, some named Jehovah

I think it's really interesting
That my ex put peace in stones and Placed them in my hand
Then left me for a white woman
Like maybe Allah, like maybe Messiah
Brought him into my life
Just so he could teach me how to love Myself

My melanin prefers to be called nani
Could mean what but in my native Tongue
It means beautiful

See when the stars made me, they did So in seven days
Some have said a lifetime is a sneeze In God's eyes
So maybe the Earth did take 7 sneezes To build,
Like maybe the stars and its 7 billion Years of age
Can make your veins plum

There's no fucking way i'm not a Miracle

To fucking way
That you weren't brought into my Life
Unless it was for me to love you

Perhaps my stardust was the big bang
I am collision, i am a big fucking Mess

I love you and you hurt me
See when the stars
Called my name in the summer
They made the most emotional fuck
They could think of
And it has brought me to you

So who's to say
That i cannot love you
That i cannot fall for you

Who's to say that
Purple is not the best color