Rain in April

Though we shouldn't be you're still laying close to me
You're my poison babe and I'm drinking religiously
You wanna compromise but you're the only one satisfied
And when we meet halfway I always end up on the other side
And though it hurts I've gotta let you go
Let's cut the roots before this shit can grow
Just like magic you bring blue skies to an end
Cause you show up and that's when the storm begins

I can't let you in even though it's pouring
Cause I can't face the feelings I've been avoiding
You took my heart now all I'm left with is a hole
That's bleeding out for you with no self-control

I keep lying to myself
Telling me it's going well
And right when things are doing fine
You pull up and come inside
Then you try to blame it on me, say it's all me
Start to leave but you put it on me
The door is open, you should be leaving
Before I can't say no
It's just like magic the way you call down the winds
Cause you show up that's always when the storm begins

I can't let you in even though it's pouring
Cause I can't face the feelings I've been avoiding
You took my heart now all I'm left with is a hole
That's bleeding out for you with no self-control

This time won't be different
Why can't you admit it
April rain brings May flowers into bloom
It keeps falling flushing us into our doom

But I can't let you in even though it's pouring
Cause I can't face the feelings I've been avoiding
You took my heart now all I'm left with is a hole
That's bleeding out for you with no self-control