Maybe

I'm broken I'm beaten I'm feeling lost
I'm crying I'm suffering I'm feeling cursed
Emotions a mess I'm crumbled up
My demons they behind me they lurking
I chose my cross

Maybe I kept it in I'll still have all my dreams
Maybe if let it slide you'll still be on my team
Maybe I just free my mind and live within my means
Maybe I just fake this life, and focus on my wins

I've been living a dream since the inception
I perceive my pains from a mile Change my direction
My nemesis the man in the mirror piling the pressure
Decision tilt the scale of my mind it's all the depression
And from the genesis I saw this exodus on its way
I kept my head down my numbers still did the pay
They put the throne on me since then it's been decay
maybe if I let it all go I'll finally get to play
The expectations FROM me be so high you'll think they put a hero in
Celebrations been a while it might be time changed my scene
Competition all around can tell I'm in the thick of things
So why are they still serving me up. I should be picking teams
I'm broken I'm beating I'm feeling lost
I'm crying I'm suffering I'm feeling cursed
Emotions a mess I'm crumbled up
My demons they behind me they lurking
I chose my cross

Maybe I kept it in I'll still have all my dreams
Maybe if let it slide you'll still be on my team
Maybe I just free my mind and live within my means
Maybe I just take this life, so success fit in my genes

Niggas think they woke it's just insomnia
You hate to see my shine I see the flood around your Cornea
My music is my diary these rhymes they help me clear my mind
Black sheep of society can tell I'm just one of a kind
Power in my fingers with my pen I'm writing every wrong
Entrepreneur yea I am
Stacking paper with my songs
Maybe I just skip this phase maybe I just beat my drum
Maybe I just quit this race head back home wait for my turn
It's draining why do they hate me
They say they all on my team but still they play me
And my songs too, they all betray me
Niggas reading my lyrics and think they know me
I am at the crossroads do I hold on or let go
I'm living by my own codes but still I feel my workload
They tagging me as special cos my failure influential
I got them on my back
The ride ends they on the next one
People never change second term should not be given
We made the same mistake we divide for the season
Maybe I just leave all my emotions for the family maybe then I'll miss out on the suffering that's not meant for me

Maybe I kept it in I'll still have all my dreams
Maybe if let it slide you'll still be on my team
Maybe I just free my mind and live within my means
Maybe I just fake this life, and focus on my wins
Maybe I could change the game for real
Maybe I could I could take stand and show em all my skill
Maybe I could take the stage and make the People listen
Maybe I could get the fame without my content missing



Credits
Writer(s): Louis Okoebor
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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