All I Feel (feat. Don Dietvrost)

Pain is all I feel
Hate is all I get
And they say

To "just forget, and everything will be okay"

But how can I forget when it's always in my head
It's not just a memory. It always shows, constantly
I'm like a mason jar, opening up is just too hard
What am I supposed to do, when I'm always feeling down too

I'm always crying in bed, I'm waiting to fall asleep
But the voices in my head, say I can sleep for eternity
Why do you look at me as if there's nothing wrong
Just listen to this song and decide when I'm gone
'Cause

Pain is all I feel
Hate is all I get
And they say
To "just forget, and everything will be okay"

But pain is something you can't
Erase. It's something you have to
Face. It's stuck in my memory
I'll have to go another

I tried so hard to as far as I can
I am who I am, yet no one understands
What's so wrong with a little self hate?
If we're all going to debate, why can't I be afraid?

Of myself inside, when it's always on my mind
You just stop and you watch. And I pretend that I'm fine
You're above, you're on top. And I'm ready to change lines
Now, everybody sees, but nobody's stopping me

Pain is all I feel
Hate is all I get
And they say
To "just forget, and everything will be okay"

But pain, is something you can't
Erase. It's something you have to
Face. It's stuck in my memory
I'll have to go another day