Burnout

Tried to wake up early in the morning
Wanna make something of my life
How do I try
How do I remain kind
I don't want to get consumed by the shadows at night
Or that powerful mask online
I don't want to waste too much
Feels like I'm mentally risking my life
Holding a light in a sad crowd
Seems like they scared of it somehow
Feeling so lonely, escape with me
They only want to complain, not change, how?
It's a sunny day wandering alone
Yesterday I thought I knew my drive
Now I sit outside looking at the sky
I just want a friend for life
Will you be my friend for life
Dropping my guard, all out I try
I do not care about pride
Everybody on their phone, ask why
Everybody selfish, yet I strive
Looking at the birds, they caught my sight
Looking at your eyes, you caught my time

Riding on auto-pilot
Mow I'm drifting away
These chain of events
The way I pretend
Makin me wonder if I'm ok
Goin through changes
Can they relate
Ain't no x ray
To see through the smile
I Shut myself off
Will I be back
No one can tell
It might take a while
Accepted the fact that I burned out
Stuck in my feelings, so what now
So close to the end, will never forget
For days in my bed, when I passed out
Feeling the sun on my face
Reminds me of what I've been through
I travelled so far, and fought for so long
For those who I love
Give myself time, I have to
Our past makes our choices
I filter the voices
From shadows we run after
To avoid another disaster
leads to another catastrophe
Why does this happen to me
Now tell me
What's a man to do
With nothing to prove
To no one I do
But if had I to
then I would choose
You? Who? I meditate
Daydreaming
I'm wide awake
Lyrical scheming
A piece of cake
Got a goal in sight
But what does it take
Checking the mirror
Makes me wonder
Doubt is lightning
I hear the thunder
Storm in my head
But that's the problem
Why is discomfort
Something we run from
I can see the fork in the road
Tell me which way you'd go
Looking down both as far I could
Travel alone so long I stood
Everybody so surprised
Why would you even try
They look at my smile, and ask me why
Cause I took the road
Less travelled by



Credits
Writer(s): Ilhan Bag
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