Stuck in Reverse

If only you knew it was best not to stay
Maybe you wouldn't have lost another friend in the way
If only you can see you can do it alone
Maybe you wouldn't have been pulled far down

If only you decided to keep your secrets
Surely, you'll have no reason to be lonely
If only you found the guts to open your heart
Is it not easy to say, "I'm sorry?"

Oh, every version of myself is rushing past my head
And I hope that I get rid of this heavy feeling

Ahhh
Mistakes that are so hard to let go
Can't seem to let go
Escaping my control

The nights slow down
My eyes don't drop
And all these ghosts just circle around
They're piling on me like a wave

The nights slow down
The magic's gone
The moment I'm in is terrifying me
The darkness ahead, I cannot breathe

It seemed so clear, I could have been wrong
Which way do I go for the eye of the storm?

Ahhh
Mistakes that are so hard to let go
Can't seem to let go
Escaping my control

So, this feeling comes and goes each night
This constant breakdown
I keep looking back 'till now

And ohhh
I think about how I could have changed (If only you decided to keep your secrets)
These answers we'll never know (I'm stuck in reverse)
And now where do I go?

And ohhh
I think about how I could have changed (If only you found the guts to open your heart)
These answers we'll never know (I'm stuck in reverse)
And now where do I go?

Ahhh
Mistakes that are so hard to let go
Can't seem to let go
Escaping my control

So, this feeling comes and goes each night
This constant breakdown
I keep looking back 'till now

And ohhh
Just think about how much you've changed (If only you decided that you were enough)
You turned out just fine (You're stuck in reverse)
You still look alive

And ohhh
Just think about how much you've changed (If only you found the guts to move forward)
You turned out just fine
You still look alive