Rollercoaster

I'm not going, you're not staying
That's just the way that it's gonna be
But I'll adjust to this new arrangement
Just as long as you're happy
But it's nice to know that you'll be living life
The way that you want it to be

I'm not naive, I know when I'm wanted
I know when I'm not wanted around
I'm smiling less but it's good to know
That this may be my last round
Of up and down, to the sky, to the ground
I can't explain this road that I'm on

It's like a rollercoaster
You're coming in and out of view
And I can't live without you
But hey, that's all that I seem to do

Sweet misery
It follows me everywhere
Everywhere I want to be
Oh, bittersweet memories
They follow me everywhere
Everywhere that I go

I see you once a year
I don't have the strength to say that I still feel
But I think that you can tell by the way that I avoid you
When you're near

Is that a smile I feel creeping on my face
As the tears appear
When I hear second-hand you're getting married
And then the point rings so clear

I'm on a rollercoaster
You're coming in and out of view
And I can't live without you
But hey, that's all that I seem to do

The sweet misery
It follows me everywhere
Everywhere I want to be
Oh, bittersweet memories
They follow me everywhere
Everywhere that I go

I try to let it go but I just hold it close
I try to hold it close but then away it goes