Fracture

I should've known, saw it was dark from the start
Not what was but what surrounded my heart
I'll walk these roads alone, barefoot and worn to the bone
A partner to pain, confusion, disdain

For I can see what was not meant to be
No lies, just defeat
We're nothing but fractures
And I can't tell you how I want it to be
It fell apart at the seams
We are cracked and fractured

Caught between right and wrong
The desire to be was far too strong
In dissonance we connect, this future I reject

I tore a hole in myself to fit you in
I clawed at the walls we built to wear them thin
But there was nothing on either side for me
Only the hurt I dragged us through
I failed us all, ignored the call
Carry me out of the blue, to this depression I fall

For I can see what was not meant to be
No lies, just defeat
We're nothing but fractures
And I can't tell you how I want it to be
It fell apart at the seams
We are cracked and fractured

I edge closer to the grave
No one left to save
Soon I'll be gone and peace will be made

I'm drowning, I can't reach the air
It's true, salvation is a myth
Why do we chase that which we cannot grip?

For I can see what was not meant to be
And I can't tell you how I want it to be
Fuck it

I tore a hole in myself to fit you in