I'm About It

"I'm About It"

(INTRO)

Wishing I was happy
Doing fine without my senses
Suicidal doesn't mean that I'll commit it
One more day
I can't wait for it to finish
Arguing with voices in my head is
Mentally exhausting
Every nights relentless
One then the others with no chance that I can fix it
Darkness
I'm about it
Listen

(VERSE)

Feel conflicted If I said it then I meant it
Speaking outta anger
I don't do it cause I'm vicious
Back tracking on what you was saying like you didn't
I know what it is
What it was
And what it isn't
Talk about the money
Making dollars ain't my mission
Do it on my own
So I blow up Independent
Can't you tell I'm gifted
When I write it
When I spit it
Call em Ray Charles
They don't even see my vision
Selling dope and trapping out my house ain't how I'm living
Don't settle my vendettas with a gun and ammunition
People die for nothing cause you can't control your feelings
Murder murder murder over money drugs and women
Gang affiliation ain't what catches my attention
Knowing I'm alive because of music's why I'm ripping
Never cross the line between reality and fiction
Going through the motion in my head like I was filming
Getting homicidal with them fantasies of killing
Knowing that I'm capable of doing it's a sickness
I'm the type to cut you up and eat you for nutrition
When it comes to life it's survival of the fittest
I don't wake up looking for no trouble to begin with
I don't fuck with drama or them lying ass snitches
Who you hang around and what you're doing ain't my business
I don't give a fuck about your life or your condition
(I'm about it)

(CHORUS)

Ohhh you know that I'm about it
Wake up in the morning all day I'm about it
Ohhh you know that I'm about it
Walk with the darkness
Been through the valley
Ohh you know that I'm about it
Controlling my demons like puppets
Gepetto
Don't doubt it doubt it doubt it
Don't you know that I'm about it bout it bout it
(You know that I'm about it)

(VERSE)

Anything I talk about
I know because I've lived it
I don't make shit up to be the center of attention
I'm an introvert
Isolated by decision
Y'all forget the facts
But believe it when it's fiction
Narrow minded hypocrites refusing to admit when
6 days out of 7 you know you been sinning
Sun-day comes around and all of that's forgiven
I've been stuck inside the viscous cycle for a minute
You got shit conflicted
I'm not anti Christian
I think universally
I'm anti religion
I'm in no position to be judging you for shit when
That's a contradiction
Both of us are different
Fighting with my mind and all my suicidal symptoms
Adderall's a lifeline that was no addiction
Turned 26 no insurance no physician
Fell into depression made it out with no prescription

(CHORUS)



Credits
Writer(s): Justin Lynn Stout, Justin Stout, Mista A1
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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