Mindset

I woke up this morning I was feeling like shit
Now I feel fucked up getting stuck in that pit
Then I lost the track don't know where goal is
But I have a big smile cause karma's an old bitch
I woke up this morning I was feeling like shit
Now I feel fucked up getting stuck in that pit
Then I lost the track don't know where goal is
But I have a big smile cause karma's an old bitch

Then beside the fact that I hate my life
I don't wanna give up
I gotta spare that fight
And you gotta cheer luck if you didn't believe that fact
But having home and real love is just a big fat lie
Handling the life like a big champion
Just to end up living in a cheap mansion
Do I live
Do I scream
Do I steal and burn
But it keeps banging it's gonna beat and learn
Hiding my feelings like if I was
Un-wreckable
Start to feel like if I was wrong
Un-thinkable
Boutta kill half the population
Just in marvel
Breaking the shit like I was green
In-credible

Twenty-eight-teen was a fucking rough year
We lost X Mac Miller and we're all sucking for cheer
Then suing's the best deal to get money for real
Poor meals
Her feels
They're all serving your will

What the fuck is wrong in the way I'm thinking
I just met the real pain though I'm still the same kid
But I think the main deal is to know what saint is
Does it bring some kind of happiness to see what rain feels
Like on the top of your skin
With all the sadness and madness that became all your fears
Even though I'm the same since when had my first kiss
I do feel like I changed but still don't know what love is
I woke up this morning I was feeling like shit
Now I feel fucked up getting stuck in that pit
Then I lost the track don't know where goal is
But I have a big smile cause karma's an old bitch
I woke up this morning I was feeling like shit
Now I feel fucked up getting stuck in that pit
Then I lost the track don't know where goal is
But I have a big smile cause karma's an old bitch

It's gotten pretty easy to know what you're thinking
When you're suicidal or sad you just keep sinking
Everything is black and dark so you can't see shit
So you won't see light until you lift your chin
The weight of my past on my shoulders
Is way too heavy for my mind like a soldier
Drowning all my mistakes I ain't sober
Colder it's over now bring out the revolver
My life is just like a fucking breakup
I'm going through one as I'm spitting this thoughts
Just saw a pic of her so I'm filling these shots
Gonna drown my sorrow just to kill my love
Actually I'm all good with pain
We've become best friend we're just like a gang
We both feel lonely without choices to make
So the alcohol's gonna spill with rain

What the fuck is wrong in the way I'm thinking
I just met the real pain, tho I'm still the same kid
But I think the main deal is to know what saint is
Does it bring some kind of happiness to see what rain feels
Like on the top of your skin
With all the sadness and madness that became all your fears
Even though I'm the same since when had my first kiss
I do feel like I changed but still don't know what love is
I woke up this morning I was feeling like shit
Now I feel fucked up getting stuck in that pit
Then I lost the track don't know where goal is
But I have a big smile cause karma's an old bitch
I woke up this morning I was feeling like shit
Now I feel fucked up getting stuck in that pit
Then I lost the track don't know where goal is
But I have a big smile cause karma's an old bitch

I want to die
I'm so fucking sad
I'm gonna slit my wrists
It's like a running gag
Between the ones who help
And the ones that cried
Because no one's there
When you need some light
If anything happens
I'm here for you
Everyone's heard it
But it's not the truth
It just sounds helpful
But it's not for you
They'll be feeling good
But it's not from you
Don't you understand
It's a one way move
You'll be fair to them
Injustice ain't new
Play your cards differently
In exchange of proof
That life's just a game
That you're meant to lose