Void of Course

I haven't written in a while, honestly I been going thru it
Fell out with producers had me feeling like its fuck the music
They was only looking at everything that I wasn't doing
Told me get to trapping and clubbing but I wouldn't do it
So I started searching for me and I put that mic away
Cause I ain't wanna blow it like foil inside a microwave
And end up going backwards, dance moves in Michael's days
I'll just make a lane and eventually get the right away
But things got crazy my relationship was Rocky 5
Baby wasn't baby every since her freaking momma died
Then we lost our baby like why do I feel this kind of pain
It's problem after problem like mix tapes from diamond lane
And people in the pen depending on me to show support
They was steady writing I wasn't responding anymore
So I became the person that people became when I was down
Ain't you supposed to check up on them when they go out of bounds

I had to meditate more and cut social media off
Cause leave it up to them they'll never tell us jus who we are
I wouldn't call it preaching cause ion care if you know or not
This jus what I be thinking I'm 5'8 but I grow a lot
And I'm not really home a lot, I travel like I can't dribble
Stay away from people that always deal with the same issues
The games simple do whatever you need to do
And if they starve with you they definitely need to eat with you
They tell me that I changed, thank you I'm glad you noticed that
Enough time in a box I said that I was going back
Made it off the block to a lovely house on a cul-de-sac
Then married my woman, when you love them then you show them that
My mind is like older cat, who cares about the latest trend?
Your views would be different if you lived thru what I made it in
So books is what I'm staying in, I don't want to be unaware
They told me it's written, read it, it was nothing there