Blackmarketmonkeymagic

(Let it go)

How could this happen again?
This room is starting to spin
I feel the panic setting in
I've got this pain in my chest
I can't catch my breath
All I know is I'm a fucking wreck

Something feels so wrong
I thought that I was stronger
When did I start slipping?
How did I end up here?
How long have I been gone for?
I don't remember anything

I can't believe it's happening all over again
My anxiety is crippling and I can't pretend
That I'm getting over it
I'm not getting over it (let it go)

I'm hyperventilating
Feels like I'm suffocating
These walls are closing in around me
I can't escape myself
My life's a living hell
My mind's a captive and my body is a prison cell

I'm afraid
I think I've lost control
My head is racing but these thoughts are not my own
No sign of slowing down
I guess I'm in it now
Should I let go or should I ride it out?

I can't believe it's happening all over again
My anxiety is crippling and I can't pretend
That I'm getting over it
I'm not getting over it

So I scream in my sleep and I sweat through my sheets
On the nights when I can't wake up
Or I lay awake 'til the sunlight breaks
Afraid of the dreams that may come

I can't believe it's happening all over again
My anxiety is crippling and I can't pretend
That I'm getting over it
I'm not getting over it

I can't believe it's happening all over again
My anxiety is crippling and I can't pretend that
That I'm getting over it
I'm not getting over it (let it go)