Losing Game

Ain't it crazy how I love you but I still be fucking bitches too?
Cause I could hit a few, then visit you and give a kiss to you
The issue you been living through was me, I made you miserable
But I'm afflicted too, it's just some shit I been addicted to
I hate the way I move around this town like I'm so sick of you
When every time I sit with you it's bliss, I'm at my pinnacle
The vision you was wishing's a prism, you feel invisible
A different view from when I told you I could have my kids with you
And all the things I did for you, they pale to what I didn't do
It's pitiful, you sipping different liquors, now you mixing too?
Wonder why I'm distant? I ain't ask you for no interview
You gathered half ya evidence from messages you sifting through
That, shit is so typical, I, been way too cynical
In physical or digital, either way I'll start missing you
Apologize for all the tricks I had you falling victim to
And itching for forgiveness, every Christian is a sinner too
And my religion's you

I know love is just a losing game
Hold my arms don't be ashamed
Show me all your weakness, we sustain
I know love is just a losing game
Hold my arms don't be ashamed
Show me all your weakness, we sustain

I can see the facade, see you creep and keep it inside
For me it's easy to trust and for you it's easy to lie
Put the key in and drive, the sparks and meteors fly
And then you landed on my planet, so I believed in the sky
And the stars and the constellations and fates of our ancestors
Who fought when the bond was breaking
But that coffin kinda vacant
And I hate the way I'm feeling like all of my time was wasted
Unprepared for all these stares
So it's hard to climb from the basement, let's face it
How many trips around the sun until you found the one?
If 2 and 2 was destined 4 us, how could we amount to none?
Tell them bitches where you got ya style from
And look at what we've now become
And every mouth can run about that countless fun
But I still loved you through your faults and failures
In this religion your conviction is the part that ails us
But I still say it in my brain that we blaze like the bluest flame
Then wake up feeling chained because we slaves to this losing game
And I got you to blame

I know love is just a losing game
Hold my arms don't be ashamed
Show me all your weakness, we sustain
I know love is just a losing game
Hold my arms don't be ashamed
Show me all your weakness, we sustain

I've been on my own
I've been on my own yea
I've been on my own for way too long
Been on my own
I've been on my own
I've been on my own yea
I've been on my own for way too long
Been on my own
I've been on my own
I've been on my own
I've been on my own for way too long
Been on my own
I've been on my own
I've been on my own
I've been on my own for way too long
Been on my own