Tears (feat. Brum3h)

I'm outspoken but I suffer from lack of confidence too
I never knew that I could doubt myself the way I do
Would it it happen or not?
My dreams of hitting the top
These fucking dreams that I got
Ever since a kid I had thoughts
of making it not just famous but be on some paper shit
Knew this rapping was a gift
So I practiced like you practice when you tryna like a trick
Kept on rapping for my homies watch reactions that I get
Like the pressure brings out the best

Not just for music I was one that loved the stage
Be it rapping, acting talking I just wanna conversate
These days I could nearly feel the passion flowing out my veins yeah
You just freaking started everybody has their race
That's what everybody keeps saying
But what's the chances that I'd make it with the music that I make
Cause people only talk about the ones that made it to the stage
How about the rappers who've been rapping for like ages
Man I've seen a lot of talent seen a lot of niggas fading
I've seen niggas with no skills, but they're the ones running the game
I've seen my idol sign a clown than and didn't even follow back my page
I've seen my rivals in my town, and they be switching up their lanes
It's a survival and it's wild but I'm not changing up my style
cause this my music this make and I'll be sticking to my sound
Like God how long will it take? I don't do it for the clout
I ain't chasing shit
I'm chasing dreams and making hits
And if you got a problem take your problem and jump off a cliff

Most days I
Spend my time
Dreaming with my eyes wide open
I won't tell no lies
Sometimes I cry
But you'll never see what's going on
It's a lotta long nights
Lotta false highs
Lotta days when
I don't wanna go on
I kinda feel like I'm losing my mind
I swear it feel like my mind
But I know my mama praying for me
Now then I get down on my knees
Sometimes I'll get a selfish
Forgive me when I get selfish
Feels like I'm living song to song
But it won't be this way for too long