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I'm really sick and tired of living in the projects
I'm better off nigga living in a closet
I'm better off nigga laying in a coffin
I'm better off nigga living like an orphan
I'm better off nigga living with no fortune

Daddy working every damn day, he be mad exhausted cold late night he be coughin'
So nauseous from his old age he be falling, so I gotta stay cautious

Tears droppin' drippin like a faucet
All these fuck niggas tryna ride my wave, oh pause nigga I could see the dolphins
On god nigga I got many problems
I gotta solve 'em to the lord I be talking more than often tryna find what the cause is
I can't even go to college my life lawless now I'm jobless
I'm really heading to the bottom but I still gotta stay solid
Niggas straight robin but I ain't talkin' bout no Gotham

I'm really talkin' about the straight knowledge that makes a young nigga like me seem awesome but I ain't really awesome

Lately I've been feeling like a hostage
That's boutta get gun down by these false prophets

I feel like jealousy killing me bro
I feel like Hennessy numbing my soul
I feel like I'm losing hope
Can please leave me alone?
I do not fuck witchu you hoes, can you stop hitting my phone?
Let me just be in my zone, I'll do this shit on my own, I'll do this shit on my own "Yeah"

These days I don't know who to follow, is it money, is it pussy, is It models
Is it champagne, is it cocaine, is it gang bang niggas dying every damn day fuck
Cold blood spilt down the drain I gotta concentrate annihilate the fucking hate
I'm not afraid to grab the K and let it spray
I'm losing aim so run away get out my face pick up the pace we on delay so Andale
Let's win the race and the cut the cake to separate the real from fake cuz meeting y'all niggas was a huge mistake "Damn"
But tell me can you really feel the pain? my stomach aches from yesterday
I can't explain I need a fade some kind of strain to numb my brain from all the pain
I must behave before I rage and let the beast inside of me come out and play with all you snakes "give me a break"
I'm losing faith from all these lames I feel insane this ain't a game
I won't hesitate to cut my veins and die a shame but that ain't me we ain't the same
I must escape this dirty life and ride the train another lane a better life a better me
I said it twice I am a king, I rolled the dice, I paid the price, I fought the fight, I saw the light come out the pipe
I almost died like once or twice for sacrifice I sacrificed like all my rights
I can't describe I got my stripes

My mama cried like every night it multiplied I let it slide
I lost my pride I'm hypnotized so I can't smile

I'm sick and tired of all you guys if you don't mind hand me the nine to blow my mind

I'm terrified I really tried to stay alive I can't define what's in my head what's on my mind I'm paralyzed

I'm boutta cry so let me slide and fuck yo pride, give me a ride to paradise don't be so blind you parasite we not alike

I need a guy, we must unite the night and light and blow that shit with dynamite

I need supplies to harmonize the human life it's do or die like suicide
So who am I to clarify the shit I write?

I can't deny I love this life but now it's time to close my eyes
And clear my mind from all the times I did a crime

I can't define the things I've done so let me slide "Damn"