Prisoner

I want to t-t-talk
I tried to talk
I just can't talk
And if I have to say the words
I need to be drunk as f
I'm not proud of this
I'd like to lie bout this
But
What if it's wrong
What if I'm wrong
What if there's
No place where I belong
What if I'm freak
What if I'm insane
Spitting out of my broken brain
Don't listen to the words I say

Sick needing
Of feeling free
But we're prisoners of our minds

So here I go
And here I go
And here I am again
I tried to find some better words
There's really nothing left to say
Cause it's the same old show
Same old joke
The joke's on me
Chained dreams
That claims to be free
And it's coming
I see it coming
It's gonna tear me apart
The whispers turns the screams
And my tears turn to blood
My body it's not a body
It's the rest of broken parts
And I'm begging on the floor
Don't take me back to the dark
Don't let them in
Don't let them in
Don't let them get inside
Cause when they're in
They will dig in
And you're gonna hope to die
And you're restless trying
To find another way to get out
But how can you escape from something that's inside of you now?
So now you're stuck
And it's all black
Hitting you head against the wall
I want to run
I try to run
But I'm a worm
So I will crawl
As I try to look around
I find around nothing at all
I swear I tried to be better
But I fail, it's not my fault
And I'm sweating but I'm cold
And I'm here but I'm lost
Then it's get too much
Too much to be told
And the walls starts closing in
I feel like I'll die in here
Cause I'm a prisoner of my mind
And I'm locked in
I lost the keys

I see nothing
And nothing is left to see
Inside of me

I see nothing
And nothing is left to see
Inside of me

Sick needing
Of feeling free
But we're prisoners of our mind

Sick needing
Of feeling free
But we're prisoners of our mind

Sick needing
Of feeling free
But we're prisoners of our mind

Sick needing
Of feeling free
Of feeling free
Of feeling free
Of feeling free
Of feeling free
Of feeling free
Of feeling
But we're prisoners
Of our mind