Should I Go?

I am starting to feel like an insomniac
I'm waiting on the time for a counter-attack
This relationship is playing tricks, it's puzzling me
Is it me? Am I beginning to look crazy?
I'm keeping my sense but I'm losing my mind
Starting to feel like that I'm running out of time
You can stand there tell me that I'm insane
Take a knife, look in my head
You found a brain?

I just want all of this to end
I don't want to see you again
This relationship is broken
I am breaking, you should go
No longer want this to be
Something that is killing me
So let this come to an end
So we both can move on again

So I ask
How long can a bad couple like us survive
Before this house seems to go up in smoke and flames
Well I guess we only have ourselves we can put to blame
Don't think I could go through this pain ever again
Looking back to when it was still the early days
Guess things don't work out in the correct and planned ways
Trust can be the decider; it's the lock and the key
And it can reveal the future of you and me
I can't understand where this starts to go so wrong
One minute we saying it's gonna last so long
I remember the day of passing love notes
But now we're at each other's throats
This is starting to feel like it's just one big joke
You don't even hide the fact that you slept with another bloke
I try so hard to forgive so I can stay
But you had to throw it back in my face

I just want all of this to end
I don't want to see you again
This relationship is broken
I am breaking, you should go then
No longer want this to be
Something that is killing me
So let this come to an end
So we both can move on again

As I go towards the open front door
You stop screaming and fall to the floor
The fighting has stopped. effort levels drop
We've pushed each other in different ways but we can never stop
Even though it's over now it's hard to say
Bye to someone who's going other ways
It's a start, realizing where we went so wrong
Negatives are always seen to be strong

I just want all of this to end
I don't want to see you again
This relationship is broken
I am breaking, you should go then
No longer want this to be
Something that is killing me
So let this come to an end
So we both can move on again