No Apologies
Thought I was dead I'm alive and well still explaining every vision I had from hell
In the booth trapped by bars
My Rhyme Books a cell
Every song is a formulated scream for help
So I write about how much I hate myself for my mental health
You stack the deck I just deal what I'm delt
Rain cloud over my head yall think I'm going to melt
I just catch them with my tongue then spit em back out
I come solo take a look around
He won't do that bitch never doubt
What I will what I won't what he means by what he wrote
Fall back to 06 have a drink and a smoke
Drive drunk my minds fucked
I already had 9 and my times up
So I gotta run
I'm on more then one
Maybe one day I'll think clearly for once
No apologies
I prefer to be mean
This not a dream
This is me being me
Still reckless
Pushing through the wreckage
Holding on to my underground essence
Keeping it real
Words hold feel
Though I'm numb
Problems come all at once
I Shared em
You compared em
And all the fingers pointed to the parents
Lack Awareness
No one cared to tell
Try to Use a tv to try help me develop
Inside you failed yourself
It eats you alive then you tried with mine
That's when I cut the ties
I don't play that I just state facts so I never feel bad or have to take back
I thank rap the only thing keeping me intact
I'm a hot mess outside of a track
I'm being honest
Tired of being modest
What's on my mind is losing all my kindness
It's perfect timing every morning reminds me
To be a person I that really wanna see
And not let my angered past breathe
I refuse to fail I live to succeed
In the booth trapped by bars
My Rhyme Books a cell
Every song is a formulated scream for help
So I write about how much I hate myself for my mental health
You stack the deck I just deal what I'm delt
Rain cloud over my head yall think I'm going to melt
I just catch them with my tongue then spit em back out
I come solo take a look around
He won't do that bitch never doubt
What I will what I won't what he means by what he wrote
Fall back to 06 have a drink and a smoke
Drive drunk my minds fucked
I already had 9 and my times up
So I gotta run
I'm on more then one
Maybe one day I'll think clearly for once
No apologies
I prefer to be mean
This not a dream
This is me being me
Still reckless
Pushing through the wreckage
Holding on to my underground essence
Keeping it real
Words hold feel
Though I'm numb
Problems come all at once
I Shared em
You compared em
And all the fingers pointed to the parents
Lack Awareness
No one cared to tell
Try to Use a tv to try help me develop
Inside you failed yourself
It eats you alive then you tried with mine
That's when I cut the ties
I don't play that I just state facts so I never feel bad or have to take back
I thank rap the only thing keeping me intact
I'm a hot mess outside of a track
I'm being honest
Tired of being modest
What's on my mind is losing all my kindness
It's perfect timing every morning reminds me
To be a person I that really wanna see
And not let my angered past breathe
I refuse to fail I live to succeed
Credits
Writer(s): Brad Stimmel
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