It Don't Matter

I forgot about my past life
I can't let my thoughts keep me up from last night
Nothin' matter to me, yeah
It don't matter to me, yeah
In the end, I get baptized, smoke weed, I feel free
Start up a new life, why they tryna kill me
Know they hear my mixtape, I know they gon' feel me
Don't matter to me, I'mma always stay the real me

It don't matter anymore
I was four years old in my second life
I left my old shit, said that I'mma get it right
When you on the come up, they don't show no love
I wish someone told me this all this shit when I was born
There's a lot of shit I wouldn't put into my songs
It's personal, I was traumatized so I forgot
Yeah, Christian and Muslim so I felt brainwashed
Hard to know God, but I still keep my chains on
Yeah, yeah I still keep my chains on, yeah
Yeah, I still keep my-
I was taught the hard way, I learned what not to do
Bad examples 'round me, glad I ain't fallen too
Don't forgive me for the bad shit I did, there's no excuse
I was gone for a minute, makin' music in my room, yeah

They don't believe half the shit that I do 'cause-
'Cause it's so crazy
I remember I used to have nothin'

I forgot about my past life, yeah
I forgot about my past life, yeah
I forgot about my past life, yeah
I forgot about my-yeah

I forgot about my past life
I can't let my thoughts keep me up from last night
Nothin' matter to me, yeah
It don't matter to me, yeah
In the end, I get baptized, smoke weed, I feel free
Start up a new life, why they tryna kill me
Know they hear my mixtape, I know they gon' feel me
Don't matter to me, I'mma always stay the real me

It don't matter any
That bitch said I'd never be shit, she left
Then she saw me poppin' off, yeah she came back
I don't want your fake love, I'mma put you with the rest
Know these hoes only love you when they know that you blessed, yeah
Yeah, when they know that you blessed, yeah
Yeah, when they know that you-
I done flaked on a bitch I asked out for the hell of it
She was gonna do the same, ghost me, hell with it
Had to get used to it, so depression never hit
Better with myself, that's the only thing that's relevant
I ain't gon' lie, yeah you know that shit hurt me
That bitch I loved, yeah I know she ain't deserve me
That's a lot of money gone, it don't disturb me
Yeah, that's a lot of bitches gone, it don't concern me

Growing up, I
I always struggled with commitment
I can't tell you for sure if I even wanna get married

I forgot about my past life, yeah
I forgot about my past life, yeah
I forgot about my past life, yeah
I forgot about my-yeah

I forgot about my past life
I can't let my thoughts keep me up from last night
Nothin' matter to me, yeah
It don't matter to me, yeah
In the end, I get baptized, smoke weed, I feel free
Start up a new life, why they tryna kill me
Know they hear my mixtape, I know they gon' feel me
Don't matter to me, I'mma always stay the real me

And they won't know the story 'cause that shit took my whole damn life, yeah
Smoke another blunt, know I gotta stay, stay high, yeah
Kick me down, I won't ever give a fuck, yeah
Slip and fall, I'mma always get up, yeah

May 18, it mean more than a day of learning
I was suspended for not snitchin', I'm real on the surface
They can never take my love so they don't return it
Said I'd never graduate so I fuckin' earned it
Lot of friends were distractions so I had to curve 'em
I been better ever since, I ain't gon' reserve it
Fuck around in the booth, I been spittin' verses
Ain't wish no death, got the whole world, they deserve it, yeah

You deserve the world if you came from nothin'
I ain't ever cap, no I ain't bluffin', this shit can make a poor man rich off of mumblin'
I run it up 'cause they said I'd never run it
I run it up 'cause they said I'd never run it
I run it up 'cause they said I'd never-yeah

My life moves fast, but I remember all the shit that matters
New day, new chapter
I seen the devil so I know God's real