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I've been thinking a lot lately
Have I made the right choice
Am I happy my minds telling me one thing
But my heart says otherwise
I am not divine but I'll waste your time
Can't help saying this isn't me
You don't know yourself
Quit being somebody else
Your heart lies to you it makes you feel
A certain way
But deep down you know I'm the ones pulling the strings
I don't feel the way I should
I need love
Now I've got it can that just be enough
I don't want to be judged
Just want some time to myself
I don't wanna have the fame and attention
I just wanna be me
I feel like I'm losing my chance
To do something for the better
Feeling more lost than ever before
This is what I ask myself
Losing sleep, just to keep it real
Late nights, are the worst for me
Because I let everything get to me
Sometimes I think back to the old days
And the conversations I had with the old me
I used to be better but now I'm broken
Everything I say is on repeat
Seems like I'm stuck in a loop
Somethings not right in my mind
3:09AM and I laying in bed thinking of you
I pray to god because I don't know what to do
Cut too deep and left me scarred
Too many thoughts through my brain
I hope that you are satisfied with the way you've made me feel
I feel betrayed
Used and played
Like a card
I tell myself lies because
That's all that helps these days
Feels like I'm alone and will be forever
Hope that I find love eventually
Thought you would be the one
Turns out I was wrong
Don't knock on my door
Because I ain't answering
I'm not gonna let you have the chance to hurt me
Oh so you don't think I'm real
Okay well tell me
If I'm not real what am I spitting?
I'm the realest of them all
Can't stop me
I share my issues
No hiding
Can't take me down
Have I made the right choice
Am I happy my minds telling me one thing
But my heart says otherwise
I am not divine but I'll waste your time
Can't help saying this isn't me
You don't know yourself
Quit being somebody else
Your heart lies to you it makes you feel
A certain way
But deep down you know I'm the ones pulling the strings
I don't feel the way I should
I need love
Now I've got it can that just be enough
I don't want to be judged
Just want some time to myself
I don't wanna have the fame and attention
I just wanna be me
I feel like I'm losing my chance
To do something for the better
Feeling more lost than ever before
This is what I ask myself
Losing sleep, just to keep it real
Late nights, are the worst for me
Because I let everything get to me
Sometimes I think back to the old days
And the conversations I had with the old me
I used to be better but now I'm broken
Everything I say is on repeat
Seems like I'm stuck in a loop
Somethings not right in my mind
3:09AM and I laying in bed thinking of you
I pray to god because I don't know what to do
Cut too deep and left me scarred
Too many thoughts through my brain
I hope that you are satisfied with the way you've made me feel
I feel betrayed
Used and played
Like a card
I tell myself lies because
That's all that helps these days
Feels like I'm alone and will be forever
Hope that I find love eventually
Thought you would be the one
Turns out I was wrong
Don't knock on my door
Because I ain't answering
I'm not gonna let you have the chance to hurt me
Oh so you don't think I'm real
Okay well tell me
If I'm not real what am I spitting?
I'm the realest of them all
Can't stop me
I share my issues
No hiding
Can't take me down
Credits
Writer(s): Martin Midgley
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