Real Talk

Well I guess it's that time again for me to get these thoughts out of my head
That way hopefully I can move on after the words are finally said
Cause some of this crap I've been carrying around for way to long man
That's way too much baggage
Plus I still get bitter sometimes so it's time for me to let y'all have it
See I used to have this friend who produced my music
But then he got a girlfriend and that story's really stupid
Cause I guess she didn't like me for a reason that's beyond me
He thought she was more important than us chasing our dreams
So he never spoke to me again
But I guess that's the way life goes
It just hands you fake friends
I swear every time the wind blows
So I had to get it on my own
When I still rolled with him I never even did a show
Now here I am rocking these stages
And pocket's even seen some blue faces
I'm not even tryna brag
Still to this day if he hit me up I'd have his back
But maybe he's what was holding me back

Please don't get me wrong
The point of this song is not to make anyone upset
This is just that real talk

There used to be this girl I was tryna date
A couple of times she even stayed at my place
I talked about her to my homeboy everyday
She just put a big Ol smile on my face
But she was leading me on I should of taken the hints
When I didn't feel them sparks fly every time we kissed
My heart was shattered R.I.P
When I found out she was hooking up with my friend she only met because of me
But let me change the subject cause I just got married
To the most beautiful girl let me tell ya she was very
Breathtaking from her shoes up to her hair
But some of the people that I call my friends weren't even there
Especially you, you know who you are
I'd still go to war for these dudes
I've got to big of a heart
I always forgive but I never forget
Which makes it feel like I keep getting played again and again
Maybe I just fear being lonely
So I keep fake friends around to keep me company
But at the same time I'm antisocial so I couldn't care less if nobody talks to me
Maybe I've got a few screws loose
Maybe I don't know whats right and what's wrong
Y'all may or may not forgive me for writing this
Regardless tho this is just that real talk