Diatribe Life

There's always something waiting
Something that's for sure
I don't want to know this pain

And I don't know i
There's something always wrong
There's nothing in my mind that I can't take
No matter how much I could try
There's something always wrong
No one ever wants to understand

And I'll never want to be this
Not if I try
I know it's all my fault
And I'll want to scream out loud
But there is something stopping me
From a diatribe called life

And I don't know why
Someone's always wrong
Not the point of view that I will take
No way to resolve this
Some people don't make sense
To take the high road
Sometimes is so hard

And I'll never want to be this
Not if I try
I know it's all my fault
And I'll want to scream out loud
But there is something stopping me
From a diatribe called life

Now there is nothing left here
It's all been ripped away
I don't know what else there is to say

I have been pushed too far now
The cracks are showing through
Rage is taking over all of my control
And now you'll see it
The pain I hold at bay
Now the monster inside of me is out

And I'll never want to be this
Not if I try
I know it's all my fault
And I'll want to scream out loud
But there is something stopping me
From a diatribe called life