So Much

I am not cravin affection
Cravin to manifest all my blessings
Feel like i lost my direction
Just to pinpoint where I'm tryna develop (Growth)
My game and the way that I'm movin
Super precise Change the way i Pursue
BTD grindin creating a movement
think worlds collide every time in the booth
I still haven't slipped in my prime I'm takin a breath and stress exit my mind
Perceptions directly behind the way that you feelin and im feelin fine
I'm writin these words from the heart
I knew i was perfect right there from the start
I had to accept the shortage
And build a foundation like wheels on a cart (Get it rollin)
Belief in my self is enormous
Music and team and the family important
Relief when I'm reapin rewards
From what i love doin B sleazy recording
When i wake up in the mornin
First thing on mind will i be performin
Never outsourcin stay wit the gang and don't let them see the misfortune

I been thru so much
Make a change now I'm feelin so robust
Hold up
You lookin so froze up
Sleazy low now he feel like he rose up

I been thru so much
Make a change now I'm feelin so robust
Hold up
You lookin so froze up
Sleazy low now he feel like he rose up

I am the goat hoe say goodbye to the life that you know bro
Shit is gettin close close
I'll provide for the fam on the road bro
Solo by myself feelin so low
No body help when my dome broke
Ty and black got the bro code
They came thru when i was heart broke
Lemme talk i let my scars show
Now we poppin out like the car show
Drop that bitch losin weight like it's cargo

So far, so amazing
Every dream that i have I been Chasing
Gettin fried lemonade in the AM
Back in 8th grade usta chill every day man
But life changes it is all gravy we still be keepin in touch
Come thru every couple of months if you talkin real crazy we pull up and buss
It's never enough the way that I'm makin a path like creating a flood
I'm makin it out of the mud man that shit slowed me downed but I'm taking it up

Break out ina run, I'm racing myself like what have i done
Great pains for a couple a months
Contemplation has been drivin me nuts
No new friends it could be us
Take the world, set fire then puff
She shakin desire each time that we fuck
But I cannot love cause i feel like i been thru so much

I been thru so much
Make a change now I'm feelin so robust
Hold up
You lookin so froze up
Sleazy low now he feel like he rose up

I been thru so much
Make a change now I'm feelin so robust
Hold up
You lookin so froze up
Sleazy low now he feel like he rose up

I done rose up
Earned my diploma made me grow up
Early mornin hopin that i blow up
Secure my spot Seat check on the sofa
So fire that's what they tell sleaze
So high yeah
Yeah I'm so high
So Please don't test me
Aggression stress me
Blessins received on top of blessins
Press reset but it won't help me
Felt so low like my minds rejecting
Every lesson that's addressed
My minds a cell and when it arrests me
Depressions sets in until reflecting
Questions asked start redirecting like

Who you gon be
Where you gon go
I'm jus young sleaze
Puffin strong smoke
Not an OG
But I'm hangin round with wit them grown folk
I think sometimes I'm gon be
Everything my mothafuckin jaw spoke

I been thru so much
Make a change now I'm feelin so robust
Hold up
You lookin so froze up
Sleazy low now he feel like he rose up