What Next?

Lifes depressing, but I try to keep it funny
Sip the caffeine like its honey I don't know what's next
Living lovely
But I feel like it's kept from from me
There's no relaxation no vacations in the life that bears no fruit for money
Wanting, perfection out of incomplete and rubbish subjects
I've been learning from my burdens I don't know what's next
Feeling hurting
But I feel like there's something better something worth it
When the hurt hits when the tables turn-in to confusion
What it like to know the truth?
What's it like to love a few?
Is the secret something new?
Is it something I don't choose?
Does the fire have a fuse or is the wick also confused?
I don't know what's next, I need someone else's view
Help me out of this perpetual misuse
My faith in a noose
What's the lie and what's the truth?

What's the lie and what the truth?

Tryna write my story
Don't know where to go
I'm going
Searching for the truth but I don't really wanna know it
Tried to keep it going
I can't do this on my own yet
Pray to God again cause I don't know what's gonna happen next

What's gonna happen next? I don't know but I'm waiting for it
Cause I'm in the present I can't regift it I can't ignore it
I step right off the ledge and Im gonna fall if I'm not soaring
I should just leap but there's questions that I'm busy imploring
What happens Next? I end the chapter and turned the page
I'm tryna write my own ending but end up in dismay
There's too much confusion and every way seems to be an illusion
And for every demon I kill there comes in a new sin what a nuisance
Put my faith in the noose
And I'm still wondering
Does the time I waste add up or does it dissipate
What's my fate?
What type sacrifice will it take?
Will it burn? will it soothe?
What's the lie and what's the truth?

What's the lie and what's the truth?

Tryna write my story
Don't know where to go
I'm going
Searching for the truth but I don't really wanna know it
Tried to keep it going
I can't do this on my own yet
Pray to God again cause I don't know what's gonna happen next



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Writer(s): Gabe Nedds
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