Monster

I've been talking to the walls again
I've got a lot of thoughts that I should hate
I can keep myself steady
If my brain's upstairs
But it's about to dissipate

So I put it on lockdown now
The feeling of an itch that I can't scratch
I can pause myself
Disconnect the grey matter
I'd look but not get too attached

But I'm still cynical
Through it all
Destroyed my own bones
It's typical

I'll be outdone
I'll be outnumbered
Take another fucking shot
Yeah, I know you wanna

A cold start to another day
Iridescent living in the dark
I'm a monster, gotta hide away
It's so clear that I fit the part of a

Cold start to another day
Iridescent living in the dark
I'm a monster gotta hide away
It's so clear that I fit the part of a

I've had enough of my face
I need to trade places with the people that I left unhinged
While they wipe out my last name
And keep me under the floor
Im alive, but I don't want to get out

Thorns digging in deep
And slowing me down
The reason that I don't sleep
That was never allowed

I hate the way that they live in perfect poetry
Am I who I'm suppose to be?

Cause I'm still cynical
Through it all
Destroyed my own bones
It's typical

I'll be outdone
I'll be outnumbered
Take another fucking shot
Yeah I know you wanna

A cold start to another day
Iridescent living in the dark
I'm a monster, gotta hide away
It's so clear that I fit the part of a

Cold start to another day
Iridescent living in the dark
I'm a monster, gotta hide away
It's so clear that I fit the part of a

But I'm still cynical
Through it all
Destroyed my own bones
It's typical

I'll be outdone, I'll be outnumbered
Take another fucking shot
(Yeah I know you wanna)

A cold start to another day
Iridescent living in the dark
I'm a monster, gotta hide away
It's so clear that I fit the part of a

Cold start to another day
Iridescent living in the dark
I'm a monster, gotta hide away
It's so clear that I fit the part of a

(And I don't wanna get out)
(No, I don't wanna get out)