Self Destruction

I got a bad taste in my mouth
Every song I write I try to spit it out
I don't know who to be
I don't what to do
It might help to see
Who am I to you
Every time I try to change
It feels like my head gets filled with haze
And everyday I start with a blank page
But all the pages in this book seem to look the same

Everyday I wake up
And I've got these problems
I don't know if I know how to solve them
I've spent my whole life acting like I'm stronger
But I cant keep this mask on any longer

Self destruction is my obsession
When will I learn my lesson
I know I have got to escape it
But I'm a prisoner inside my own head

I'm not prone to repeating mistakes
If I do I'll adjust my brain
I know I am not perfect
But I'll try to make this worth it
I'm so exhausted from feeling like I've lost it
And my mind is gone I've gone and lost it
I'm so insane yeah it hurts me it hurts
Why does nothing work

Everyday I wake up
And I've got these problems
I don't know if I
Know how to solve them
I've spent my whole life
Acting like I'm stronger
But I cant keep this mask on
Any longer

Self destruction is my obsession
When will I learn my lesson
I know I have got to escape it
But I'm a prisoner inside my own head

I've been searching for six years
And in this abyss I've met my fears
Meeting myself in the darkest place
It was me I could never face

Self destruction is my obsession
When will I learn my lesson
I know I have got to escape it
But I'm a prisoner inside my own head



Credits
Writer(s): Christopher Elliott
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