ENMITY

The loss of a loved one is hard to fathom
Someone's son or daughter sent to God's palace
And with malice revenge is how we feel after
Wanting justice when God, inscribed a book that will
Predetermine events, it's all His plan
Feel like I'm drowning in sorrow to understand
And we never will, cause it's past our scope
Then darkness sets in, preying on our hopes

I feel this pain, and I'm feeling lost inside, inside
Deep in my brain, I feel like I'm gonna lose my mind, my mind

Dear Lord, please ease the enmity
I can't bear another loss, I can't lose a friend to me
In my heart, you're dear to me, and the Bible I believe
So much anguish in my heart, sorrow, contemplating the
Decisions that were made, and the feelings that's impacted
The things I could've done, and the outcomes that affected
And if I could've protected, I'm drowning in sorrow
If only they could live to see tomorrow

It's around the corner I sense it, there's something different
My anguish sets in, destined to walk and finish
Please forgive all the wrongdoers that crossed my path
They couldn't fathom that love, grace was meant to last
Spread love throughout all of humanity
So I die on this cross saving with amnesty
The times now, I'm running out of breath
And I'm headed to heaven until I resurrect

I feel this pain, and I'm feeling lost inside, inside
Deep in my brain, I feel like I'm gonna lose my mind, my mind

Dear Lord, please ease the enmity
I can't bear another loss, I can't lose a friend to me
In my heart, you're dear to me, and the Bible I believe
So much anguish in my heart, sorrow, contemplating the
Decisions that were made, and the feelings that's impacted
The things I could've done, and the outcomes that affected
And if I could've protected, I'm drowning in sorrow
If only they could live to see tomorrow

I know you hurtin' I see you grievin' in due time
I'll make sense of it all, just try to calm down
And stay strong, you see I've got you
And smile knowing that lost ones are loved thru
The blood on My Son, you gotta keep the faith
Assigning Michael to help, really alleviate
And grief or dismay, I do understand
But we thrive in a war, spiritual battle lands

I'm back mane, still serving a sentence simply a sight
Sane-ity comes from a sound mind, I stay grounded
As I pray for the families that's mourning losses
Too many often, too many coffins, too much despair
And tear droplets, from families grieving whisper a prayer
So that darkness don't consume

I feel this pain, and I'm feeling lost inside, inside
Deep in my brain, I feel like I'm gonna lose my mind, my mind
If only they could live to see tomorrow