Eastern Morning

Heavy in heart
Need to breathe deeper
Take a look around
And scared to use my eyes
Tightness in my chest
And ways of an empath
Crashing in my thoughts
With the waves of my past
Heavy in heart
Need to breathe deeper
Take a look around
And scared to use my eyes
Tightness in my chest
And ways of an empath
Crashing in my thoughts
With the waves of my past

The tightness is firm
And then it fades slightly
Resurfaces again
I'm breathing too softly
Forgot how to breathe
And it should be obvi
So scattered in my thoughts
And it's panic around me
Uncomfortable in my skin
I sit there intense
Intense conversation
But I can hardly listen
These people around me
Probably think I'm tripping
No just sadly
I'm think unorthodox
I'm a hollow body
Feeling kind of gaudy
But wet and soggy
Dry me up and flog me
It's forming around me
Power of an army
Taking my will
And my own intuition
How can I believe
In this made up fiction
Go into the world
And it sucks me dry
And I sigh and I cry now
Just to get by

Heavy in heart
Need to breathe deeper
Take a look around
And scared to use my eyes
Tightness in my chest
And ways of an empath
Crashing in my thoughts
With the waves of my past
Heavy in heart
Need to breathe deeper
Take a look around
And scared to use my eyes
Tightness in my chest
And ways of an empath
Crashing in my thoughts
With the waves of my past

Emotionally vacant
Or strait up empath
Two extremes
And wrestling with aftermath
I flip and I flop
One day and can't stop
From the next to the next
Till I rest and drop
Am I hyper focused
Or ADD
Or is it caused
By anxiety
My brain can freeze
And then pop off
Like a tick on the clock
Switching on and off
Frozen in thought
And struck by doubt
Chemically induced
On what I'm about
It's up and down
And up and down
Come on kid
Now where ya found
I feel so embarrassed
And I can converse
Unlike how I used too
With bottled up hurt
It's foaming at the top
Time to spray it all around
I gave it a few shakes
Now I'ma slam it on the ground

Heavy in heart
Need to breathe deeper
Take a look around
And scared to use my eyes
Tightness in my chest
And ways of an empath
Crashing in my thoughts
With the waves of my past
Heavy in heart
Need to breathe deeper
Take a look around
And scared to use my eyes
Tightness in my chest
And ways of an empath
Crashing in my thoughts
With the waves of my past

A season change
And then I get grouchy
Narcissistic ways now
Clogging up the lobby
The sun goes down
And my brain gets darker
Troubling thoughts
That make me flounder
Lost in my ways
And lost in my focus
Like a dark spell It's
Hocus-pocus
Try to brush it off
And I look to the sun
But the eastern morning
Sky is gone
Grayish hue
That's overcast
Full and dull
And even that won't last
Into full darkness
Into the void
Into the blackness
Come on boy
It's not that bad
Why are you tripping
Am I wasting my time
Is anybody listening
My voice is kind
And no one hears me
Just eating at my breathe
And the sky is empty

Heavy in heart
Need to breathe deeper
Take a look around
And scared to use my eyes
Tightness in my chest
And ways of an empath
Crashing in my thoughts
With the waves of my past
Heavy in heart
Need to breathe deeper
Take a look around
And scared to use my eyes
Tightness in my chest
And ways of an empath
Crashing in my thoughts
With the waves of my past