going quietly

Can you see me still?
In early birds in dawn
She cover me when it's cold
I wanna bleed by myself
Just another toy on the shelf
I don't wanna be myself
Just another day by myself
Turn my phone off in the cell

Need the green, so innocent
It's peace when I'm by myself
Text your phone, but you couldn't care
Check my pulse and it wasn't there
In my head when I'm by myself
See your face, but it wasn't there
Now I'm trapped all by myself
Just a cut in your drawer

They decide on me, can I finish, please?
It's so difficult, cuts on my knees
She resents me, hate the place I be
Understand me, hold my hand, please
They can't handle me, I'm what they don't need
I'm the son of three, wanted to stop being
That's what I believe, you're not meant for me
And it felt free, but it hurt me

I can't take the pain, I say, "Lie to me"
Going quietly, suicide me
I'm so tired, please, friends all overseas
You can hold me, I'm so lonely
Undercover, please, in the dark, please
Where no lights be, not where I can see
Don't be scared of me, hate that, honestly
They don't like me, hate the sight of me