Purpose

Yo

This one from the heart right here

I'm here for a reason, but it's hard to see it sometimes
It make me think sometimes
I gotta win sometimes
I mean I did

I still believe it sometimes
It's hard to see it sometimes
Try not reveal it sometimes
I see the struggle

It's the new norm for me
But I was born a G
Some will never agree
But that don't matter to me
Because I'm so unbothered

Learned to take what I want
Never wait for an offer

When people wanna work
It make me feel honored
But you got others hating for what and making it awkward

I'm out here trying to get paid where it seems to fit
And ion wanna have to worry if my money legit

Sometimes ion get it
Sometimes ion see it
Sometimes, so many times, what's the difference
Sometimes ion feel it
Sometimes no different
Sometimes I don't even think to consider it
But ion really get it
Guess I ain't suppose to get it
Am I supposed to be clueless and just keep it hidden
Do I keep my distance
Or keep asking questions
Should I pause for a minute, understand the message

Or is this a given
Am I even living
Please god help me figure out what is my mission

Some feel I'm tripping
Others think I'm missing
Some think it's fiction
Others see the vision

I just need a sense of direction for my simple obsession
Don't wanna have to admit it, but I need to confess it

I'm so lost it's crazy but I need the guidance
I'll follow you god, if you just be my pilot

Just trying to figure out my purpose
Cause deep down I'm hurting
Ugh, try not to beg for mercy
Is this pain really worth it
Is it worth it

Let's figure out my purpose
Cause deep down I'm hurting
Ugh, try not to beg for mercy
Yea, is this pain really worth it
Is it worth it

Let's figure out my purpose
Ugh, cause deep down I'm hurting
Yea, try not to beg for mercy
Ugh, is this pain really worth it
Is it worth it

Let's figure out my purpose
Cause deep down I'm hurting
Try not to beg for mercy
Is this pain really worth it
Is it worth it?

Life been hitting hard for years, but I keep it within'
Lost so many close love ones over again
I just wish I knew my faith so I could prepare
Give my baby all she need while her daddy is here, uh

My thoughts running so deep
Next time will I wake up out of my sleep
Should I stop acting cheap
And just go all in
Maybe this is my time
Maybe my calling

Listen up, I wanna do a toast
Wanna recognize all the people, all the folks
I want to get some mo
We need to do the most
At the end ion wanna have to think almost
What is my purpose
I don't wanna just scratch the surface
Deep down yea we all are nervous
But my nigga guess what
We got this
We got this
We know the purpose

Ugh Ugh