Everest

How did we get here
Chained to our chairs and made to speak
It's neither fault nor anger
That's made me want to let out all my dreams
Softly I spoke to you that night in my room
All kinds of thoughts came out of my head
Think that if we'd said it then
Would we have found these things to cleanse

But I loved the way I felt with her just so damn special
She makes me wanna climb my Everest forever
She'll help you to your feet and cut you back to your knees
We're harboring the feelings that we don't wanna speak
Now I'm just overthinking but the distance hurts my feet
Can I learn to keep my cool, think like I'm grown for a week
Can I give strength to myself whenever I start to feel weak
Without you

And I'd call you whenever you need
I'll be there in a flash if you'd speak your mind dear
All you have to say is your truth and your opinion
All I do is listen

What have we built here
Is it a love or is it just a dream
I'm starving myself of you
Just to remember how I used to be
But I'm not so modest or honest
I'm bad as can be
And I'm not proud of my own conscience
For thinking those things
I'm not ready for a love with the responsibility
That comes with raising you back up on your feet

But I loved the way I felt with her just so damn special
She makes me wanna climb my Everest forever
She'll help you to your feet and cut you back to your knees
We're harboring the feelings that we don't wanna speak
Now I'm just overthinking but the distance hurts my feet
Can I learn to keep my cool, think like I'm grown for a week
Can I give strength to myself whenever I start to feel weak
Without you

And I'd call you whenever you need
I'll be there in a flash if you'd speak your mind dear
All you have to say is your truth and your opinion
All I do is listen

To stop thinking of you is all I wanna do
But I can't stop when I'm this deep
To see you being special
Special to you and special to me